a self-made psychiatrist of my own mind.


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Sep 14, 2014
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MAKE ME REGRET PUTTING THIS UP BY BEING CURIOUS AND ASKING ME QUESTIONS.

— 1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
4. Are you easy to get along with?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
19. Do you like bubble baths?
20. Do you like your neighbors?
21. What are you bad habits?
22. Where would you like to travel?
23. Do you have trust issues?
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
26. What do you do when you wake up?
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
30. Do you ever want to get married?
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
33. Spell your name with your chin.
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
40. What do you want to do after high school?
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
43. Do you smile at strangers?
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
46. What are you paranoid about?
47. Have you ever been high?
48. Have you ever been drunk?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
53. Favourite makeup brand?
54. Favourite store?
55. Favourite blog?
56. Favourite colour?
57. Favourite food?
58. Last thing you ate?
59. First thing you ate this morning?
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
62. Been arrested? For what?
63. Ever been in love?
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
65. Are you hungry right now?
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
67. Facebook or Twitter?
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
69. Are you watching tv right now?
70. Names of your bestfriends?
71. Craving something? What?
72. What colour are your towels?
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
75. Favourite animal?
76. What colour is your underwear?
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
80. What colour pants?
81. Favourite tv show?
82. Favourite movie?
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
87. First person you talked to today?
88. Last person you talked to today?
89. Name a person you hate?
90. Name a person you love?
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
92. In a fight with someone?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
95. Last movie you watched?
96. Favourite actress?
97. Favourite actor?
98. Do you tan a lot?
99. Have any pets?
100. How are you feeling?
101. Do you type fast?
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
103. Can you spell well?
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
108. What should you be doing?
109. Is something irritating you right now?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
111. Do you have trust issues?
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
115. Do you play the Wii?
116. Are you listening to music right now?
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
118. Do you like Chinese food?
119. Favourite book?
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
121. Are you mean?
122. Is cheating ever okay?
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
125. Do you believe in true love?
126. Are you currently bored?
127. What makes you happy?
128. Would you change your name?
129. What your zodiac sign?
130. Do you like subway?
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
134. Can you count to one million?
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
137. How tall are you?
138. Curly or Straight hair?
139. Brunette or Blonde?
140. Summer or Winter?
141. Night or Day?
142. Favourite month?
143. Are you a vegetarian?
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
145. Tea or Coffee?
146. Was today a good day?
147. Mars or Snickers?
148. What’s your favourite quote?
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?   (via itcuddles)

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Sep 14, 2014
@ 9:31 pm
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verticulars:

If you can’t deal with my sarcasm. I can’t deal with being your friend. 

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Sep 14, 2014
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pissphobia:

say goodbye to youre precious site >:)

pissphobia:

say goodbye to youre precious site >:)

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Sep 14, 2014
@ 9:29 pm
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It’s because I’m not him.


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Sep 5, 2014
@ 11:36 pm
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I think I’ve finally uncovered the reason why I don’t do intimate relationships: they leave.

I’ve learned recently that many people just pass through your life. A select few actually care about you enough to keep in contact. High school and college is a great place to learn that. It makes me feel a lot lonelier than I am because I’m not seeing the same familiar faces that I’ve come accustomed to.

I have separation anxiety and I can’t stand to leave anywhere that I’m surrounded by love.

Every time we had a get together at church, it was hard to come back home at night. I wanted to stay. I was afraid I would miss something. I’m an only child so I like hanging around close friends quite often. I cried secretly in the car ride home. I wanted to stay in that moment where everything was okay. I’m not saying that things were terrible at home, but I didn’t have someone to stay home with me in the afternoons. I has to entertain myself and that’s herder than it seems.

I guess I’m scared that if I get into a relationship with a boy, he’ll break up with me for whatever reason and I’ll be left a heartbroken mess. If I’m going to be in a relationship, I want it to work long term. And that’s a little contradictory to the whole idea of dating, which means trying to find that someone you want to spend the rest of your life with. I want the one to be my only one and I know that is an impossible idea that more than likely will never happen in any lifetime.

This separation anxiety leaves an odd shaped hole in my heart that can’t be filled again. A piece of me is missing. That piece is holding on to the memory of happiness that was inevitably fleeting. I get into this crippling state where I can’t really function anymore. I keep to myself, hoping, praying that this “attack” of emotions will be over soon. There have been times where I just sat, letting my thoughts overwhelm me. I somehow come back to reality by an unseen force willing me to buck up, that’s when I realize I’ve stared at a wall for two hours. It’s not as severe as it see to be. I’ve grown up since then. But in the back of my mind I’m still that seven year old girl at first grade lunch crying for her grandmother’s house because I spent everyday after kindergarten over there. I even cried because I missed the neighbor’s dog.

So, when most people ask why I don’t date, I could list several reasons such as not pretty, not interested, or there’s no guys I like. In all honesty, it’s because I’m afraid of the break up that I know will haunt me for the rest of my life.

Separation anxiety sucks.